November was a long month.
Let’s just rip the bandaid off: the “Less of a Sh*t Show” project needs to change.
I can’t maintain the pace that I established. The rules are super restrictive and there’s a lot of them. I got a new job. I threw my back out and I literally could not move for much of the first week of my new job.
I need to find a way to keep going, though. I *need* to be organized and I *need* to have less stuff and I NEED TO FEEL BETTER IN MY BODY.
I need to keep wearing bright lipstick, but also start getting my life together. I need to move my body so I don’t just sit and watch more food television while I eat. I need less people around me who don’t really care about me to free up time and energy for those who do care.
I need less of everything so I can have more of what matters.
I just literally do not know where to go from here.
I know I need to clean my house and purge my belongings. I know I need to treat my body with more respect than I have been. I know I need to actually use my dayplanner. And then actually do the things that are written in the dayplanner.
I’m going to start with a plan that’s already written out, because creating a plan is often the hardest part for me. (Sticking to the plan is also hard for me. We will work on this.)
So I’m starting with A Bowl Full of Lemons’ 30 Day Purge. It will lessen the amount of THINGS in my house, which will make room for yoga and baking and lettering. I won’t spend as much time tending to the things, and can spend that time doing what I want.
We will start there. Today is “bathroom counter”. I can handle this.
Let’s start the countdown again….so this is DAY ONE.
Small steps towards goals are better than nothing at all. I can do this.